Always Hurting

I let you in but all you did was lie,
You left me here torn on the ground to die.
You made me feel guilty,
I’m sure deep inside you laughed at me… even felt pity.
I gave you my heart,
But all you did was tear it apart.
How could I believe in you?
How could I have fallen in love with you?
Sometimes I question my heart…
I question it from the start…
Why fall in love with someone who only seems to hurt me?...
Who doesn’t understand that I care… and I want them to be happy…
I don’t get it… I really don’t…
Am I that horrible? Am I that bad?
I hate this… he’s driving me mad…