You hold me close and then let go,
Letting me fall into a black hole.
You see my face saddened in tears,
Knowing as I look down I recover all of my fears.
It seems like the whole world doesn’t care,
Not even you would step up…. you wouldn’t dare.
I close my eyes and hold my breath,
Waiting a few seconds for my death.
But then I open my eyes and see you,
You’re all the way up there as I’m still falling through.
This all seems like a bad nightmare,
But it’s reality… a world not fair.
Slowly in the darkness you start to disappear,
After a moment you’re not here.
I’m all alone like I was before,
My heart, I know, can’t take this anymore.
I hold myself together one last time,
As the fall is getting closer by.
I only wished to be happy,
But happiness can never last for me…
I say my last goodbyes,
As my heart slowly starts to die…
At the end I think of you…
And remember as my heart burns to ashes…
How you said... my only mistake was to love you…