It’s been how long since we’ve seen each other?...
Too long I guess, too long to bother…
At least that’s what I think you wish,
For me to leave cause I act all childish.
But the truth is that I don’t,
I’m stronger now and I won’t…
Let you take over me again…
May I ask what do you plan on telling me? When?
There is no real meaning to your actions,
For your words are not my transactions.
I wish to see you again, of course.
But not if that makes matters worse.
I just want to know if you’re ok.
Like every other person I guess would say.
If you want to talk to me,
Then go ahead, let it be.
I won’t stop you,
Why would I do such a thing?
I would love for you to write to me,
And tell me all the things you see.
But if you write to me her name,
Then you bring me much shame.
You will sadden me completely,
Crush my dreams oh so tightly.
I will drown in my old memories,
For in the past there were such stories.
But as I sit here thinking about everything,
Thinking about whatever can come to mind, anything…
You appear and hold me tight,
But all I want to do back is fight.
For if you cared you wouldn’t of left,
And wouldn’t of left me as some old pet.
So even if I wish to hold you and kiss you,
You’re with someone else, we both know it’s true.
As I push you away you see a tear escape my eye,
And softly ask you why…