unforgetablesoul

I see you as nothing more than just a memory, A memory that is slowly fading away. I remember when I felt my world had fallen, I would question my sanity every day. I did not know who I was anymore, But I thank you for opening my eyes You threw away the heart you purposely tore, And from there I said my goodbye. I can finally look the other way now, I can finally let you go. You were a disease that was killing me, But I guess you’ll never know. You hurt me without a touch of guilt, That I will never forget. But you can be sure I’m happy without you, You’ll never be a threat.

After years of undeserved pain… I found comfort in your presence. You were the one I could count on, You were more than just a friend. I could tell you everything, I could talk to you about anything. I looked up to you You taught me so much, So much I didn’t know. I had no idea what life was, You guided me through it. You were there first To see me climb up the hole I had been pushed into. You held me in your arms when I cried, We laughed together at things that didn’t make sense. You made me feel like I mattered… You have no idea how much you meant to me. It felt like I knew you my whole life And we would spend

As we walked under the stars All you could see was the smile on my face As you held me in your arms You could feel my heart beat in place It was the 31st of December Hours before another year marked our lives A day I'll always remember I can't believe I let the time fly I loved every aspect of you I knew what I felt was real But I wasn't ready to move forward I wasn't ready to let you in It was a mistake to leave things like that Words unspoken... So many things unsaid... For a long time I was broken I couldn't live with the guilt, the strain I didn't know how to just let go I had caused so much pain You never knew how much you meant to m

Do you miss me? Were our memories something you always wanted to keep? Have you forgotten me? Is there no chance that you see? I’m missing your love, I hope you’re happy wherever you are. I can barely sleep, Tossing and turning in these cold sheets. I’m reading our notes over and over again, Obsessed with our past love. Was it a mistake? Was I right to end it? To let it break? I couldn’t let you see, I couldn’t let you understand. We weren’t right, Back then we were tainted. So much pain, So many tears. I’m sorry my dear, I was hurting deep down too. I had to let you go, I had to let

You were the one to see through my lies and only want the truth You wondered what was really happening behind the shield of my face You heard the faint cries of my thoughts You were the one to see through my lies and only want the truth You pretend as if you were okay when my lies were a hit you couldn’t take You felt a cold knife slowly penetrate your heart as another lie flowed from my lips You touched your chest to make sure it was still there You worry when you see my eyes like a pond but my lips still give out venom You cried when I didn’t understand how much it hurt you to see me like this You were the one to see through m

I’m not ready to go home Out with a drink in my hand Looking at the big full moon Hoping one day you’ll understand I miss you As much as I hold myself back That’s how I feel I love you I’ve held you under my wing so many years I’ve protected you from so much pain But now I can’t protect you from yourself As you intoxicate everything… I’m going insane You’re not a child anymore I’m not your angel Someone above is watching They’ll keep you safe for now I can’t wipe away your tears I can’t hold you in my arms You’re so far away I wish you no harm Just reme

Here I go writing out my pain again, Letting the words just slip away I've Grown tired of the constant ache That keeps me company every day I have no soul to confide in Only the pages of my books I write down my stories And hope down the cliff I'll never look It's been far too long since I've written down my pain Since I've kept it inside and away from all of this But there comes a time when you just want to scream And cry to the heavens why have they done this So I sit here once again Listening to sweet sounds of life Hoping this is not the end For I've been fighting all my life

She walks happily down the road Hair tied back with a smile on her face He thought she would be stuck on him Little did he know what she was up to This was her chance Her escape Her colors shined brighter than ever And the taste of life couldn't be sweeter

I see you Crumbled to the ground... In pieces you seem After what you've done. I can't save you, Not this time. It hurts me, Oh it hurts me. Part of my world has fallen, I have no idea what to say... My body trembles As I hear her cries play... You did the unimaginable, Tore hearts apart. But I know we all make mistakes... It just hurts to know it happened this way. This isn't the end, Only the beginning of something new. As we wipe away our tears We grow stronger and now we see. Don't fall in the abyss... Don't believe it's over. Just moving forward, But never forget that pain in life is never sober.

I wish you were by my side As I close my eyes and hold myself. Lies... they circle my head a million times, Why must everyone lie? It goes without saying This empty feeling inside. The feeling of betrayal pierces through me As another slips through their lips. I can only hold on, Look the other way and shake my head. No point in fighting... No point in trying to put things right. I can see the curse in their eyes, The tainted souls in each of them. Yet I'm a fool... As I've been long tainted before them.