Regret...

What do I do when I'm lost and torn?
Saying stupid things that only get me in trouble.
Sometimes I wish I was never born...
Maybe then I wouldn't be such a bother...

I've lost my mind,
Lost myself... my soul, my heart...
Where do I look? What is there to find?...
My stupidity has already broken us apart...

You said you wouldn't give up on me...
But I think deep down you have...
You just have pity on me...
And I know somewhere in your heart you're sad you couldn't save me....

To ask you to forgive me...
Is too much to ask...
But to ask you to believe me...
That deep down I'm really sad...

I've lost you by stupidity...
I've given up my hope...
I think I'm already crazy...
Why doesn't someone just give me a rope?...

You were that little glow...
And I had to push it away...
I just wanted you to know...
How I regret the things I've done to you... every day...